What a beautiful evening with Lonneke!  Welcome back!  Again we experienced a nice, short meditation/ visualization with enchanting music playing in the background.  

As we made a firm contact with our inner, spiritual world so that each one of us could experience our own “self”, we evoked joy and sparkling light.  At that point we reached above our thoughts to connect with the spirit world. Once that “oneness” came to an end, it was time to discuss our experiences with the sitters. 

To begin, Alexandra first saw the sparkling white light inside her; outside of her it sparkled in blue, red, yellow, and green, and in that order.  The color blue-indigo predominated, and soon after she saw a beautiful eye that she has often seen in other meditations, too. The colors baby-pink and baby-blue also appeared side by side on a visor that shockingly transformed into a bright orange color.  She then felt everything went out, including her awareness, until she was in another reality where she stood in front of a stone wall with crystal-clear spring water running down a hole that looked to be its archaic spicket. The stone wall stretched up a few feet from the footing of a mountain that had patches of pine, olive, and gold colors all the way to its peak.  The mountain’s essence made her feel special.  Unexpectedly at the very end of the meditation, she heard the word "surrender".  The meditation was a pleasant experience for her.  

Ciska went into a state of rest.  After the third song started, she suddenly got to see her heart.  Then she returned to the same resting position and felt fragments of muscle pain, somewhat similar to the pain she felt earlier that day, which was the reason for that discomforting sensation.  By experiencing a state of rest during the meditation, Ciska allowed her muscles to initiate a healing for her. 

Samantha experienced a strong soft-colored energy.  At some point her crown chakra opened.  Spirit came through, and she was touched on her back. Then she entered a trance state.  A white light passed through her body from head to toe, clearing all blockages. Then everything calmed down for her as she found herself in a calm ocean.  It was a wonderful experience and a pleasant energy for her. 

Ingrid also felt her crown chakra open during the third music track as spirit made contact with her. She was touched twice on the arm and could see the sparkling light touching her body in several places, including her hip.  Eventually the energy around her turned completely white.  The meditation felt soft and, above all, calm and peaceful.  It was beautiful for her. 

I (Hennie) also experienced the sparkling light, and in my case this light went to an acquaintance who is seriously ill.  Moreover, he literally came into the picture.  It was a special experience.  After that I had the feeling that in front of me was an entity with powerful energy.  I also felt a tremendous calm, and I even felt I passed through a calm, rhythmic, pleasant ocean.  It was a beautiful experience for me, as well.

As for Lonneke’s experience, the spirit world closely approached and touched Lonneke.  Their presence and connections gave her goosebumps.  It was a pleasant experience, indeed!  So far for the report.

Lonneke, thank you for the beautiful meditation music and guidance, and thank you to God/Spirit and the spirit world for the pleasant and healing colors and sensations we all experienced.

Although this evening was quiet, due to the inability to share music, it was a beautiful visualization with Alexandra guiding our séance group through the journey of the golden pyramid.
 
After tuning in and proceeding with our prayers and healing service as we normally do, the guided meditation began. We visualized one golden, spinning triangle, not far from our virtual circle. Then, that single triangle split into two golden, spinning triangles.  Soon after, the two triangles expanded and fully surrounded our circle as they formed one enormous golden pyramid.  From that moment we felt we shifted into a magnetic space in time.  As this energy was expanding, we saw various colors.  For each one of us, a specific color resonated: that color was the one color for each member to manifest and remember, for it represented the color of our individual spiritual growth.
 
The expansion of energy of this dimension stopped as we finally stepped into another world, that of the pyramid.  Each of us, at this point, made our own journey but with the knowledge that we would go back to this exact place when instructed.  The journey of the pyramid was gradually unfolding as Alexandra guided us: “You see a path in front of you. For each of us, the color of this path may be different. As you walk on the path, you can hear birds singing and smell the scent of jasmine flowers in the air.”  A little further on was a bank of gold.  Its color became brighter and brighter as we approached a gold park bench. We sat for a few moments to enjoy the sounds of the birds chirping their cheerful tunes and to breathe in the alluring jasmine aroma that enchanted us: both gave us the feelings of joy, calmness, and well-being.  Due to the intense sensations of the pyramid’s energy that surrounded us, these two experiences heightened our olfactory and auditory abilities. “This energy is healing,” explained Alexandra, “and about truth.” 
 
After a few moments, we were told a person in the spirit world who we knew well but had a problem with would sit next to us on the bench. During this visit we had to have a conversation about truth, ourselves, and the unresolved issue we had with the family member or friend visiting us in order to come to a resolution. Above all, we had to forgive each other as well as ourselves so that we would (both) heal from the painful memory. The conversation went on for a few minutes, and once the problem was settled, we said our goodbyes and wished each other a speedy reunion before continuing on our way. 
 
As we walked up a hill on the bank, we could no longer see our person anymore nor hear the birds singing nor smell the jasmine in the air. We felt a succulent breeze, though, that smelled salty, and heard the ocean waves rocking back and forth nearby.  A little further on, there was another hill, a larger one, more like a mountain: for each one of us, it was made out of a different crystal—one of our own choosing. “Let's climb the mountain,” quietly guided Alexandra.
 
Three different plateaus were on this mountain. To climb to the first one, we ascended ten steps up. Once the steps were counted out loud, we arrived at the first plateau where we had to pick three different herbs and remember which ones we picked, since they were for our healing.  In the meantime, we placed our selected herbs in our pockets so that we could climb another ten steps to the second plateau, where we met our guardian angel who provided us with advice.  After this divine and valuable meeting, we climbed to the third plateau with another ten steps. Arriving on this plateau we met multiple spirit loved ones and even other-dimensional beings. All of them came closer and closer around us. And as they gently touched us, they suddenly made harmonious, heartfelt contacts with us.
 
“You can also see a large sphere,” Alexandra announced, “in which you can take a seat.”  Each one of us had his or her own colored sphere; even those around us could join us in our spheres.  Once we were in, the wind’s speed increased, blowing our spheres into the universe. “You are going to take a trip to discover what else there is to experience…” continued Alexandra. “You might meet divine beings, see [unique] stars and [unkown] planets. Everything sparkles. You can smell sweet honey in the air.  You are protected.  You experience healing and feel every sound in your body. You also experience every thought, deed, wish, and hope. The sphere is also linked to unity, you can see each other, and you probably see more.  Allow the feeling of oneness.  Let it touch your heart, and feel with your essence the presence of this oneness in the universe. You see several galaxies at the same time. Do you remember the herbs you picked?  Smell them.  Break off a piece of each and put them in your mouth and chew them until you can swallow them.  Remember that every herb stands for [a needed healing.  Once you finish,] neutralize them with the feeling of oneness.  Grind the rest of the herbs fine with your hands, and toss them up so that they can whirl down like rays of light throughout the universe and over everything and everyone [for a universal healing].”  As this was happening, our spheres connected to form one monumental circle. “We can [now] see each other. See how we glow!” praised Alexandra. Each of us saw a different color, and again we had to remember it before returning to the mountain’s third plateau.
 
To make it easier to descend back down from the third plateau, we had to disconnect from that one single sphere and say goodbye to those who came with us.  Although we were still together, we were free to begin to step down the ten steps. But before we could do this, we had to think of a word that meant a blessing to us as well as leave behind our individual spheres.  As we heard the wind blowing to initiate a change, we began to descend while listening to Alexandra count backwards from ten to one. We arrived at the second plateau where we met our guardian angel who placed a small box in our hands. And as soon as we said “thank you”, we descended even further down within ten seconds.  We finally arrived at the first plateau and saw the golden bench again.  The person we spoke to earlier was also still there.  “Open the box the guardian angel gave you,” Alexandra instructed. “Look what's in it as you give it to the person, along with the advice you received from your guardian angel, while looking at this person's reaction and remember it.”  After we expressed our gratitude and bid each other farewell, it was time to continue descending even further, and within ten seconds we were back in our virtual circle.
 
We moved our hands and feet and then grounded ourselves again with Hennie’s (my guidance). We continued breathing through, however, to rebuild the energy so that our heart energy made contact with our third eye. The aim was to have our heart’s rhythm, the frequency and vibration of our third eye, and our inhalation and exhalation breaths to function as one by working at a calm rhythm simultaneously.  And as soon as we felt gratitude and compassion for ourselves and everyone and were in sync with those elements, we connected with the Earth’s rhythm, too, to reach the “love frequency'' of 0.1 Hz.  “When that happens,”  informed Alexandra, “miracles can happen. This is the frequency where love, healing, understanding, and compassion arise. Let miracles happen not only for ourselves but also for others. Let's try to make everything vibrate to this [love] rhythm.”  A few minutes later we thanked all the spirits we met during the guided meditation and Mother Earth for the synchronism.  Then we were fully back in our rooms, and it was time to share our experiences.
 
Ingrid, who thought it was a nice visualization, was first to share her experience. She was on a wide path at the start. The bench felt good, for once she sat on it, she felt at one with it.  She also felt a connection with her father and was able to talk to him.  She saw a white, transparent mountain whose first plateau was very large. The herbs she had selected were sage, rosemary, and parsley: all antioxidants.  Immediately, she started to sweat profusely as drops formed on her forehead.  A healing was probably happening for her.  On the second plateau, she met Archangel Gabriel who advised her to let go of (certain) people so that she would not get caught up in their energy. On the third plateau she felt well-grounded and her orb/sphere was pink.  She informed us that she could see everything clearly from the sphere. When contact was made with the large, single sphere, she also saw a yellow one, probably Ciska's.  Alexandra found this interesting because she saw some of the same details Ingrid saw.
 
Next, it was my turn to share the experience I had during the meditation: “It was a beautiful visualization. When I arrived at the first plateau, I almost immediately saw a cousin of mine who had been a pastor in the Navy during his lifetime. Moments later, an uncle of mine appeared and apologized for a big quarrel we had while he was alive.  My cousin had come along to encourage him. It felt special to me.  On the way back I also gave him the scent of the herbs.  My sphere was purple-violet in color, and once inside it, a brilliant white light appeared which stayed with me throughout the journey.  I understood that this was the Light from the Source.  During the journey, stars and planets appeared on all sides as they emerged from this Light… It was amazing!  Sometimes the light became so strong that all I could see was white light. The connection was very strong.”  Alexandra wanted to know if I saw the other orbs. “I saw them at the end of the trip,” I answered. “They were connected transparently to me with a broad energy beam to my heart, as if they were transparent starlights.”  Special!!!
And Ingrid added that she also felt these strong connections, which was validating to me because the energy was so intense. As for the herbs, I did not see them; instead; I saw colors; namely: yellow, red and green.  Alexandra reported that she, too, saw these colors and showed us where she had written them down right after the visualization but before this discussion.  And at the end of the session when we descended all the way down, we had to breathe with the rhythm of the Earth.  What I found special was that the energy around me moved along like bellows/ blowers, so did the energy of my body: it was as if everything was one!  The angel I met wrapped his wings around me like a "big hug", and Ingrid even got a kiss on her cheek from her angel.  As for the present to my uncle, a rose quartz crystal for softness appeared for him.
 
As for Ciska's journey, it started on the beach. She walked with her father through the dunes.  At one point she arrived at the bench and then lay down on it. There she heard the sea and the birds singing.  Moments later, she saw her father and half-brother approaching her. She did not have a good relationship with the latter.  After some talking amongst the three of them, she forgave her half-brother for what he had done to her in the past. Then, she continued walking on the mountain that was made of ice. This one was also transparent like Ingrid's.  After walking around the mountain, she met her guardian angel.  She had seen her before with her late mother.  On the second plateau she met her double (guide). She walked hand in hand with her guide into the sphere.  It was a white sphere with a golden glow.  She could see the stars and the Earth.  Moments later, she ended up in a field with beautiful flowers. She sat there on a bench while surrounded by white light, and she, too, was also shrouded in this white light.  When the journey continued with the sphere, she did not flow toward the crystal mountain but toward Earth.  And instead of herbs, she picked fruit (blackberries, strawberries, and blueberries). The coincidence about that was that I thought to myself to do the same when we were guided to choose the herbs.  “Blueberries help against bladder problems,” according to Alexandra.  Perhaps, the blueberries and the other two berries Ciska picked would benefit her more than the herbs?  In truth, our souls always know what is best for us is the lesson/ meaning here!  The present Ciska was allowed to give was a flute to her father.  The colors of the spheres Ciska saw were yellow, white, purple, and pink.  And during the meditation, she had a calm feeling yet at the same time felt a lot of high-vibrating energy; she generally feels these in our meditations and seances.  In addition, Ciska was also able to keep up with the rhythm of the Earth but not immediately.  When she did, everything felt quiet and serene.
 
Alexandra described the spheres somewhat similar to how we saw them: for Ciska she saw a yellow one, for Ingrid a pinkish-violet one that filled the entire room, but for me she saw a blue-green one.  I emanated the green color myself, which she felt as a healing energy.  And she, too, saw herself in a green sphere.  The herbs she chose were rosemary, oregano, and sage, which are beneficial for the health of our internal organs. The gift was a ring for her late son Anthony, and her guardian angel gave her the message to “count [her] blessings”.  The color of her crystal mountain was a mixture of colors just like the ones she saw for Ingrid and me: pink-violet and blue-green, which reminded her of  the gemstone fluorite (the stone of unity), signifying a connection to Spirit/ God/ Source, enlightenment, and purity; a healing for the bones, intestines, and teeth; and a balancing for vertigo as well as mental focus and one’s authentic mission in life.  At the end Alexandra drew chakra cards for us that resonated with our current concerns before the séance was over for the night.
 
Alexandra thank you for your beautiful journey of the pyramid for tonight’s guided visualization/ meditation.  And hopefully next week, we will have music playing in the background as we often do.
 
 

​This evening a beautiful meditation that Eva provided. She has also experimented with making recordings and photos via the computer, hoping to pick up and record our energy during meditation. I'm curious now. Eva had received a message from the spirit team to meditate this evening on our "being" (to be) and to have no thoughts. We are then more accessible to their energy. After everyone had sat comfortably and relaxed in their chairs, we were the first to do a healing, where I took care of the guidance. After this tuning, Eva took over. First we were allowed to make our energy so large that we hit each other's energy bubbles. Then the intention was to raise the higher energy waves peck, feel and be still.After sitting for fifteen minutes in this wonderful environment we could come back to our reality and share our experiences.Alexandra smelled burning sage after Eva had started the meditation which turned into tobacco smoke.Especially during the introductory prayer, which Eva said beautifully, it was intense and a campfire was burning, then she felt cold and fresh air coming up like you sometimes experience when you go through the snow w runs. She also felt someone touch her feet and on top of her head. What surprised her most was the intensity of the smoke.
I also experienced a lot of energy. At the beginning of the meditation I sat in my own light and after that I had the feeling that energy was being drawn from my body. Like I was a little above my body. At the end of the meditation I also saw many faces and children touching me all over the body.
Ciska had the feeling that she was being taken and that she was being talked to. But it looked like she was East Indian deaf. She also had the feeling that, in addition to the usual stimuli, her feet were literally burning into the ground.
Ingrid also felt a lot of energy and had the idea that she was being lifted out of her body. She felt strong tingling sensations around her head and arms. The connection was strong and therefore the energy. Eva also commented that it is always good to sing along or move to the music. It increases the amount of energy.
During the meditation Eva experienced beautiful energy within the group during the healing. During the meditation she also had the feeling that she had been part of her body. She also felt that the spirit group is happy that we are still together and continue the healing and séances. Also this evening they stood next to us to help. Eva has felt their presence well. Even Tim was present who channeled Lonneke several times. So much for this report.
Eva thank you for the beautiful music, guidance and meditation. Thanks to the group for their great effort. 

​This evening we experienced another beautiful, divine séance with Ingrid in the lead. We sang the healing mantra “Ra ma da sa sa say so hung” and sat listening to shamanic music in order to just “be“ as the energy of healing and love expanded from each one of us and throughout the world and beyond.
 
After a few deep breaths we got into a nice flow and then were allowed to visualize the earth and connect more firmly with each breath so that we were well- grounded. Next, Ingrid directed us to visualize a beautiful golden light from the earth.  After this energy arrived at our hips, we were allowed to visualize our base chakra in the shape of a red ball that we had to make bigger and bigger in all directions. Then, at the second chakra, Ingrid asked us to visualize an expanding, spinning orange ball; at the third chakra a yellow ball; at the heart (fourth) chakra a green ball; at the fifth chakra a blue ball; at third eye (sixth) chakra an indigo ball; and finally at the crown chakra a purple (violet) ball. Simultaneously, we connected the chakra colors with each other. And now that everything was open, we felt the connection with the earth in order to gradually prepare for the healing service.  Ingrid guided us to place a golden cord on our crown chakra that had to reach far out into the universe so that we could connect to the Source.  From this union appeared a golden light that entered our bodies as water (liquid) through the golden cord, whereby the connection could be felt well.  In our minds, we virtually took each other's hands, making a circle.  And immediately following, the healing for those in need began as we spoke aloud the names of the people who need abd want healing.  And once the names had been read by me (Hennie) and repeated out loud by the rest of the members, we also did the same for all of humanity by setting the intention for those throughout the world who need and want healing, too, for their Highest Good, of course.
 
Once the healing was complete, I was the first to start with the evaluation. During the mantra I felt lightning and stimulating energy around my whole body. By making the connection from the Source, I felt strong energy that ensured that I was well grounded. During the chakra exercise, I saw the colors beautifully open like a trumpet as they mixed with each other in rotation.  After we virtually took each other's hands, with my third eye I saw a magnificent white circle arise centering in our midst and then forming a heavenly white sphere.  Next it was Eva’s turn 59 share her experiences.  Eva thought the meditation was very beautiful and easily got into the flow. She found the energy very powerful and felt that the focus of the group was good. She was able to follow the visualization well and felt a lot of activity in her third eye. She also felt the strong connection between the group. In short, beautifully done.  Then Alexandra stated that she felt intense energy near her third eye during the mantra. The energy around her head also increased. She also saw a man approaching her.  He was dressed in gold, had a Thai-like costume and an angelic appearance. It was all very intense, and she could feel everyone in a circle near her. As for Ciska, she had to calm down first.  After this happened she saw a woman in a white robe with a golden cup in her hands.  Mist/ smoke flowed from that cup as the woman put it on an altar. Finally, when the entire altar was shrouded in fog, the woman in white walked down the stairs that led to and from the altar.  From the first few notes of the shamanic music, suddenly Ciska’s third eye opened; she gets into the flow better on this type of music and less quickly with a mantra.  Following Ciska was Samantha who also thought it was a beautiful and very powerful meditation. The mantra reminded Samantha of the yoga classes, and that always gives a nice feeling for her. She felt warm energy in her stomach and chest and was very calm throughout the seance.  Likewise, Ingrid felt a lot of joy as well as the strong connection in the group and a lot of energy and love. The energy was of a high level for Ingrid, which she often feels it best with her third eye even though it was difficult for her to be "open" during the chakra exercise as she was our guide at that moment.  At the end, Eva also noted that she saw the man Alexandra saw a few weeks earlier during a meditation. Eva feels him to be El Morya!!!  She feels, too, that his energy is getting closer to the group in order to help us with the higher frequencies and weekly healings (Wow!!!).  Alexandra reaffirmed that his energy was very strong and healing at that time.
 
After that we did another meditation where a powerful entity full of energy appeared to assist us by making a good contact with the Spirit World for messages.  He was dressed in a white cape with a fur collar, a golden crown on his head, and a scepter in his hand as messages came in through Eva.  At first he came down making contact with each of us as we felt the energies around us shift; however, to increase/ build-up this type of energy, we can sit and be in the Power daily at home (for about an hour) and by mainly just breathing and being without any thoughts, which is challenging to do.  Although this state of being came to us right away, by practicing it often our frequencies will become even higher and thus become even more approachable for the Spirit World to connect and blend with us. Without a doubt, we all felt the strong energy of the Power, and some of our Terra Mystica members felt as if they were floating a bit above their bodies. It was special seance full of healing, love, and energy!!!
So far the report.
 
Thank you, Ingrid, for the wonderful guidance and beautiful meditation/ visualization. And thank you, Eva, for the evidential, spiritual messages we were blessed and grateful to receive!!!

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Tonight was another heartfelt seance!  I (Hennie) began our seance with a healing meditation as beautiful mezzo-forte music played in the background for our tuning in, and soon after Ciska requested to take the lead with a powerful shamanic visualization where we all felt an intense connection of oneness through an enormous ball and later with our favorite trees.
 
As soon as my healing meditation was complete, Ciska first asked each one of us to visualize a ball that had the names of our loved ones in it, which were accompanied with the Light and Love Energies for healing and harmony.  She also instructed us to put our hands together as if we were praying and then to open our right hands perpendicularly downwards in order to gesture a lotus flower in front of us.  When we all did that, she directed us to connect all our hand-formed lotuses using our thumbs with the group members’ thumbs next to us as if we were in the same room so that we could all form a spiritual circle.  At this point, she guided us to create one enormous, bright halo-colored ball with our individual balls. She immediately prompted us to hold it up using our interconnected (hand) lotuses.  And as we simultaneously raised our lotuses, our intention was that we were connected as one with the Oneness of the Light and Love before sending our loved ones’ names into the universe along with the glowing and immeasurable ball. We did this so that other people/entities throughout the universe could do the same—connect as one with the Oneness of the Light and Love.  We were allowed to give this energy to ourselves, too, by placing our hands on our hearts.
 
Some seconds afterwards, Ciska instructed us to visualize a large tree of our choice that had to be so large that we could no longer see other trees. Then, she told us to sit beside it, make contact with it, and ask if we could use its wisdom.  After taking a few deep breaths, she said that we were able to lie down next to it and to visualize going through its roots and into the earth to become one with the tree.  As we became one with the tree, she guided us to follow the path to the area where we come from in order to make contact with the people we know from the past. Then, she allowed us to go deeper into the earth through the roots and take the time needed to be with them.  “Look, hear, and feel what they have to say to you,” Ciska explained.  After these instructions, she told us to stand in front of the tree in order to feel its energy in the now before she continued: “[The tree] can teach you and tell you who you are.  Breathe deeply and feel free.  When you're ready, take a few steps back and then look up. Walk around [it] and take a good look at all the branches. Imagine this is your future. Look at the possibilities and opportunities that are available. Open up to the universe, the sun, and the Light.  Feel present in the now and the things to come. Take the time to contemplate the circle of life. We are all the same as the tree, space, and time. You are also the strength and energy of the tree. Some of its roots in the earth are yours. Now that you have seen and felt the circle of life, thank the tree for being there for you.  And then walk back on the path from which you came.”
 
As we all came back to our senses, that’s when Ciska told us that some weeks ago she already had the feeling that she had to do this particular shamanic exercise when it was her turn. The energy generated was very powerful, as you realized above, and natural in its existence like a flower coming out of a bud.  And as the other sitters were about to express their experiences of the intensity of the seance’s energy, Ciska revealed to the group that her first profound experience with the oneness of trees was twenty years ago with a beech tree of which spiritually represents protection as well as connection to spiritual dimensions, and that is why she immediately felt safe and as one with it.
 
During the discussion and evaluation of Ciska's powerful shamanic visualization, Alexandra said she was no longer in her room but "somewhere up there”.  She also experienced a lot of joy, saw many beautiful trees, yet her preference was “a huge olive tree".  She also saw many relatives of ours and could feel the connections well.  And she even saw her deceased son and paternal grandfather who gave her the message to “always stay positive,” and that goes for all of us!  Ingrid “felt so much love and compassion” during the journey through the roots of the tree she selected.  Because of those feelings, she was deeply touched by this experience and “thought it was very beautiful”.  She also got a strong feeling that everything is possible in life, which made her “feel happy”.  As for me, I felt my deceased relatives conveyed to me the joy that reigns there in Summerland.  At the beginning of the meditation, I could feel the presence of the tree very well as if I were one with it.  Even when I was asked to visualize a tree with branches and leaves and to sit in the now, it became very quiet around me; I could hear the wind well and even perceive various smells. I thought that was special.  And as I was looking to the future, I saw many connections come my way: one right after another they arched while moving toward me in the colors of the rainbow!  “I feel these future connections are going to apply to all of us.”  The moment I uttered those words, Samantha picked up on the same message, as well. Top!  During the visualization, she received a message from her ancestors. “Be creative,” they said to her, “and most of all, love yourself.  Also, create the things you want because that brings joy that you can automatically pass on.  And know you can get anything you want in life.”  On the tree’s branches, Samantha saw various items, including a lot of fruit and a spectacular ring that was offered to her as a present. While the sun was shining, she noticed beautiful double rainbows. In short, then, everything is possible in the future!  And that applies to all of us (again).  She also found the meditation/ visualization particularly powerful and loving.
 
The seance ended with the feeling of the present as well as the chimes of gratitude and love from the group members.  And of course, it was nice to hear what everyone experienced during Ciska’s shamanic visualization.  After listening to everyone’s experiences, I know the common thread is that as long as we stay positive and present within ourselves, we can make anything possible. We couldn't end it better.
 
And Ciska, thank you so much for the wonderful guidance!

THE EVENING WAS GIVEN BY ALEIDA
The question was: Who am I, what do I like / wish for. After an visualization we started to work.
(not all the participants were present)

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​Aleida loves to dance and is fascinated by shamanism, since she listens beyond the words and the purity of everything.  She also likes to look at the moon, loves music, and likes to read books and travel. “The messages of the angels are always beautiful,” Aleida praised.  She enjoys cycling and working with gemstones and is interested in power animals, cats, and fawns, as well as nature, to which she feels very connected.  At the end, she revealed to us that she did this exercise before and even showed us her previous collage.  And most of all, she hopes to have inspired us with this exercise.

​“This is the perception of who I am without pointing out myself.  The photo of the face represents the face as I live daily,” explained Lonneke.  “There is a lot of text in it… Every age has its own wishes…. [Yet,] prana is the connection with the energy of Light…. I like birds and cats, including Pim.  I enjoy a cup of tea, and I enjoy nature [and…] living in the now.”  Lonneke also informed us that she hopes to be able to work with her guide Irma (her double) again soon, since she has been working with her for four decades if not longer.  “Life is an adventure, so leave all the old behind,” advised Lonneke.

​Ciska began to draw a heart in the center of the boards, and from there she built an arch, which to her is a gate facing in and out. She is a great lover of nature, for we cannot live without it.  Nature is her number one priority!  She also drew many clouds with the sun shining behind them.  “After the clouds, new life always comes,” according to Ciska.  She drew a canoe, too, which stands for freedom for her, just like we might experience if we were campers: the canoe allows the camper to have the freedom to leave or return.  She is a big proponent of “freedom” with few but common sense rules although she understands that rules are necessary for good and fair regulations.  She is currently experiencing that freedom is increasingly curtailed by excessive regulations, with which she has great difficulty.  On the contrary, she feels a strong connection to nature and clearly understands that everything is connected, as can be seen in her drawing.  Lonneke commented that the gate Ciska drew suggests Ciska’s special appeal to connect to Spirit, people, animals, and nature as well as to have fair regulations and freedoms for all. In truth, getting in and out is what we also do in séances, and in the process we always have to let go of everything (be free from chaos, stress, worries, etc.) in order to connect: in Ciska’s drawing, that's what the gate nicely tells us.

​Again we had a wonderful evening with an intense healing session and a creative yin-and-yang meditation provided by Ciska.  After the evidential EVP and personal mediumship messages that Lonneke shared with us, a short yet powerful prayer meditation began that allowed for an abundance of healing to be given directly to each one of us. Then Ciska took over as soon as the introductory music finished where we were able to release our two colored pencils or markers on our A4 sheets that had two opposing but connecting spirals (as the ones below)

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The design's spirals have two sides, left and right, representing the female and male sides in all of us that need to be as balanced as possible. This duality within us, and obviously this design, has a strong connection to the ancient Chinese philosophy of the yin and yang as well as the Hindus’ principles of Shakti and Shiva and likewise Carl Jung’s psychology of the anima and animus, all of which emphasizing our eternal balance of emotional and psychological health.



To prepare for Ciska’s Feminine-and-Masculine Spiral Meditation, we had to copy the engaging spiral designs that Cisca had sent by email earlier in the week and determine by ourselves which two colored pencils or markers we wanted to use, one for the left side and the other for the right side.  And just before we started the evening’s assignment, we were allowed to take a picture of our fingertips pointing to the center of the spiral, with the hope that the energy of our fingers would be visible (if this is the case, we will publish the photos).  To initiate the meditative attunement, Ciska instructed us that we had to go through each spiral with a different colored pencil or marker at our own pace and that we would begin from left to right if we identify as females but the reverse if we identify as males.  We had to do this as we followed our deepest feelings of whatever came up within our memories that we may have experienced as a person, whether as a female or male, in this life as we colored each spiral with only one color.  



After a number of musical numbers, we were allowed to switch spirals.  For me (Hennie), this became the left spiral. Now, I had to use the other colored pencil; this color as well as this side signified the feelings and realizations in my life on the feminine side of my being. Those who identify as women in our our group were on the right spiral at this point and focused on what they achieved with their masculine side.  After all, we all have the duality of yin and yang in us!  As we completed each side, we to took pictures of our fingertips above this spiral once again.  All this was happening as we relaxed into the task as well as our thoughts while beautiful musical numbers were playing in the background.  And when both sides had been colored, then Ciska told us to merge the two color all the way to the center circle of the diagram where the feminine and masculine/ yin and yang met, while creating and putting this merging of feelings on paper.  Once we did this, we took more pictures of our fingertips over our newly created, unique designs.  Finally to close the task, we sang the German song "It's good the way it is".



Then it was time for the evaluation. 
Lonneke saw her feminine side as her strongest side while her masculine side flowed together with it. She colored the spirals beautifully with the colors merging in the center as long, graceful sea waves.
Aleida used the color pink color for the female side and the color green for the male side. Such happy colors! In the middle circle, she drew pink hearts and connected them with green stripes. She also drew beautiful flowers, too.  She found her feminine side to be stronger than her masculine side and thought it was “okay” since it represents who she is now.
I (Hennie) drew blue and black lines myself, and while I did that in the first part, my whole life flashed before me with good and bad memories.  But in general, I had a good feeling about the way it went and also how nicely it appeared once I completed it.  In the second part where I looked at my feminine side, I had the feeling that the energy was quite hard. It has softened over time but could be even softer.  When we were in the middle of the picture I saw a beautiful white light and suddenly many children were around me. That gave me the feeling of transparency and freedom.  A whole new, joyful path awaits ahead of me, I feel.
With Ingrid, just like with me, it was a “big film” (a movie scene) that flew by in her thoughts.  In addition, a lot of sadness came up that she would rather not feel.  Also, it felt very empty for her even though she tried to do everything right.  “Something had to be done,” she uttered.  After that she started coloring everything, and everything became more and more cheerful, using red to express the feminine side of the design and green for the male side.  When the music ended, she felt like it shouldn't have been.  In any case, it was a lot of memories that came to her all at once.  She also had the feeling that she was not alone.  “It was a tough fight, yet I didn't shy away from the difficulties,” she stated. 
For Alexandra, the session felt like a great healing and relief.  She used the colors orange and green, as she colored she smelled the scents of an orange and a watermelon, since her colored pencils were scented!  What she drew in the circle must represent electricity.  Shocking events.  The reality of life.  “We go through a pain that sometimes feels like electricity.  It changes us through the experiences we lived.  Then we have to look for healing because we often only think about ourselves.  Our ego then starts playing tricks.  When we receive the healing we realize with a shock that we are not alone.  And [at that point] we also want to heal others because we know what the pain feels like.”  This is what she felt when she was coloring.
Eva was unable to participate due to circumstances, but she will color everything and share her findings at a later date.
Ciska had chosen the feminine color yellow.  It all felt very busy for her.  She filled everything up with triangles and suns as the process actually covered her entire life in thoughts.  She is a twin; however, she and her twin went on each own’s way in life.  Occasionally they crossed paths, but they were too different to get along well.  This lasted until she saw the Light on her spiritual path when she then arrived at the gate on her tek.
For those of us who were able to participate, Ciska presented us a meditation that did not only allow us to be artistically creative by demonstrating our eternal female-and-male dualities but also to be emotionally expressive of our cathartic, compassionate, and accepting feelings toward our intense memories, for these life experiences and lessons, as challenging and painful and even shocking as they may have been, have made us who we are today as well as believers of the unconditional love and guidance of the Light and all that It entails.

As always, Lonneke and of course Ciska, thank you for this beautiful and healing seance gathering.